plant me some red daisies [04 Aug 2008|03:26am] 3.27am I ought to be in bed by this hour.. My eyes are a little sore and droopy already but the mind is still wide awake and I just felt like typing down a few words nonsense rubbish crap Well I haven't been able to find bestie and usually she'd be online everyday but I havent seen her for like three days and I'm feeling so weird already you better get back to me when you see this .. and I hope you're fine aw.. I wish I could just fly over like this I used to enjoy the feeling of being alone because I get to have all the time to myself and I don't know.. but it just feels good.. it makes you know yourself even more coz there's no pretense nothing .. just pure genuineness. It's not that I put on a mask when I am around people but it's just that I'm sure there are bound to be a little hypocrisy and no matter how genuine you want to treat others, sometimes human hearts might just scare you off a little and bring out the defense mechanism in you. But now, I think I fear being alone. Like just now when I couldn't contact anyone.. no one picked up the phone, no replies on msn. It can get a little scary when you wonder where everybody has gone to. Ok whatever I'm starting to sound silly.. If only all good beings in the world could live forever goodnights world! post comment

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