plant me some red daisies
3.27am
I ought to be in bed by this hour..
My eyes are a little sore and droopy already but the mind is still wide awake and I just felt like typing down a few words nonsense rubbish crap
Well I haven't been able to find bestie and usually she'd be online everyday but I havent seen her for like three days and I'm feeling so weird already you better get back to me when you see this .. and I hope you're fine aw.. I wish I could just fly over like this
I used to enjoy the feeling of being alone because I get to have all the time to myself and I don't know.. but it just feels good.. it makes you know yourself even more coz there's no pretense nothing .. just pure genuineness. It's not that I put on a mask when I am around people but it's just that I'm sure there are bound to be a little hypocrisy and no matter how genuine you want to treat others, sometimes human hearts might just scare you off a little and bring out the defense mechanism in you. But now, I think I fear being alone. Like just now when I couldn't contact anyone.. no one picked up the phone, no replies on msn. It can get a little scary when you wonder where everybody has gone to. Ok whatever I'm starting to sound silly..





If only all good beings in the world could live forever
goodnights world!